For Jayse

It's rare that I post anything mushy because I just don't feel like I have too. We know how we feel and sometimes the goofy things we do say more than a barfy status or blog entry. But the other day I heard the most amazing song on the radio so I came home and watched the video on You Tube about 20 times. Then I downloaded it off iTunes and listened to it 20 more times. If I could have written Jayse a song and sung it to him it would have been these exact words. So here is the perfect song for two imperfect people in a less than perfect word.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1-4u9W-bns

I Won't Give Up On You

by Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

I love you more than you know. 

Spunos :p

~Jen~

P.S. You all may barf now